Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters in the fic. It is fictional only and I do not mean to cause any offence or harm by it.
Rating: 15
By the end of the night Ella was still being passed round and being fussed over because she was so adorable. Karen was properly enjoying herself now having drunk quite a lot as Dan kept topping her glass up every five minutes.
The party was still in full swing by midnight but Karen decided it was time to go as they had to change Ella and put her to bed which always took a while to settle her down to sleep.
When they got back to Chris’s apartment Chris went through to the kitchen and found some wine and Karen took Ella to change her into a baby-grow that had cute little teddy bears on. For the first time in the whole week Ella had been born as soon as Karen lay her tiny head down in her cot she was fast asleep. Karen stood watching over the cot for a few minutes smiling proudly of her beautiful little girl and stroking her face gently before she joined Chris on the sofa.
“Thank you what have I done to deserve this?” she said asked as he passed her a large wine glass filled nearly to the top.
“It’s your birthday”
“Well actually it isn’t anymore as we are now quarter past one in the morning so my birthday was yesterday”
“Well it still is sort of” they both laughed and drank their wine.
At quarter to they had drank the whole bottle of wine both getting very loud and giggly. Chris pushed Karen down on the sofa playfully and climbed on top of her kissing her lips hungrily and his hands slowly made their way round to the back of her dress, unzipping it. Karen began pulling at his top and pulled it over his head rolling over so she was on top of him and kissing his muscular chest.
“Why don’t we move this to the bedroom?” Chris whispered flirtatiously into Karen’s ear when he pulled her face close to his for another passionate kiss.
Karen replied with a flirtatious smile, winked at him and stood up dragging him in the direction of his room. He followed her behind closely picking her up in his arms and carried her the rest of the way.
*** Karen had woke hearing Ella cry. It was the first time she’d been left to sleep on her own the whole night through. She returned back in Chris’s bed again with the small bundle in her arms and was gently rocking her side to side to calm her. Chris woke-up shocked to what Karen was doing in his bed.
“Morning baby you alright?”
“Morning, Karen why are you in my bed, wearing my dressing gown and your clothes halfway across the room? What happened last night?” he said looking around the room.
“Can’t you remember?”
“No or I wouldn’t be asking would I”
“Well we got pissed and shagged”
“Are you being serious?”
“Yes why wouldn’t I be?”
“I said nothing was to happen until I’d spoke to Jill. Karen this can’t happen again until I have spoke to her I’ve just cheated on her”
“Why are you being like this we had fun last night you said you did anyway and I did”
“I’m not being like anything Karen but I’ve still cheated on my wife even though I don’t love her anymore in that way”
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She explained: 'Chris is happy because I am' "Make the most of your time and have no regrets."
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters in the fic. It is fictional only and I do not mean to cause any offence or harm by it.
Rating: 15
There was an awkward silence all morning and Chris was trying every possible way to avoid being in the same room as Karen. It wasn’t because he didn’t love her anymore and wasn’t trying to make it look like he was putting the blame all on her, but he just felt bad for cheating on his wife like that because he was fuming when he found out that Stephen was cheating on Karen.
He had a lot of things going through his mind whilst in the shower and knew that he needed to sort them out straight away as soon as possible. He couldn’t leave them any longer. He decided that he wouldn’t wait until Jill got back off her holiday with the boys – his sons Jack and Sam, he would call her at some point during that day. But he couldn’t do this with Karen at home with him he needed to do this on his own and needed some time to think things through properly and know he was 100% sure about starting his new life with Karen – which he knew he wouldn’t ever have seconds thoughts about because he loved and cared for her so much he always had from the day he meet her back many years ago.
Karen had woke-up in a very happy and excited mood. She felt so happy that someone loved her again she didn’t think there would be a single bloke out there that would want to be with a 50 year old woman who gave birth a week ago, she was so happy that Chris wanted to start a relationship with her she herself had also had a thing for Chris since the first day the meet those many years ago. However now she was in a stubborn mood and being really moody. She was already fed up of Chris trying to avoid her and not wanting to talk to her she was starting to feel he didn’t want to be with her anymore and it made her upset. Why was he being like this was the question that kept going round and round in circles in her head?
Chris was lying down in the centre of the double bed in his room when Karen came in. She had just settled Ella down in her mosses-basket as was slowly closing her eyes.
“Why are you trying to avoid me?” the question came out of her mouth as soon as she got to the door. She stood in front of him with her arms crossed and a face like thunder which he knew wasn’t going to be easy to talk to her.
“I’m not” he sat up.
“You are”
“I’m not I just need some time to think that’s all” he pulled her in closer to him so he could hug her to show it wasn’t he didn’t love her anymore but she wouldn’t let him hug her she didn’t want him touching her until she found out why he was being funny with her.
“Are you having second thoughts now after all the nice things you told me last night which made me think you were serious. Was I not what you thought I’d be like in bed is that why I knew you didn’t mean any of that stuff you said to me because you’re a typical bloke. You all say things tell us these nice things how beautiful we are, how sexy we are, how you never want to be with any other woman and then you wake up in the morning and forget all this stuff you’ve said. Do you know how hurt it makes you feel Christopher you think you’ve finally found the one who loves you and then that’s it, it’s over by morning” Karen was in tears and Chris was still trying to pull her onto his lap for a hug but she wasn’t having any of it.
“Shhhh… Karen Barber of course I bloody love you and I meant every single word I said to you last night…” his words were cut off with Karen interrupting.
“Oh so you do remember what happened last night then you said you didn’t when you woke-up this morning” she snapped.
“I may have said I didn’t remember what happened but I really meant was it real or was I dreaming it was that amazing. I do remember every word I said to you and mean every single word of it please calm down Karen. I’m not trying to avoid well I am but I’m not. I’ve got a lot going through my mind at the moment it’s not because I don’t love you because I do with all my heart I’ve never loved anyone so much in my life, but I need some time on my own to think about thing how I’m going to tell Jill and what’s going to happen with my boys stuff like that. Please don’t think I don’t love you I do. I feel bad for cheating on Jill because I was fuming with Stephen when he cheated on you like that with Jayne. I’ve decided that I’m going to phone Jill today this can’t wait until they’ve got back it’s not fair on anyone but I can’t do it when you’re here. Could you just go out for a couple of hours take Ella swimming again or something meet up with some of your friends from the antenatal classes and when you get back it will be over between me and Jill. Me and you can be a proper happy little family.” He said smiling towards the end Karen had now stopped crying and was wiping the tears away with the sleeve of her hoodie.
“Ok, I’m sorry for being a cow like that I wasn’t thinking of anyone else just being selfish again and thinking of myself. I should have asked how you felt about everything last night instead of jumping into things and making and utter fool of my-self once again” She was now sat on his lap her arms around his neck, his around her waist and her head resting on his shoulder. Chris was whispering those words into her again that he had said the previous night which made her smile that he did actually remember those words exactly how he had said them to her before.
Sorry I haven't updated in a while I haven't been in the mood to update even though I've wanted to update it but I just couldn't think of anything. Hope it's not getting boring x
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She explained: 'Chris is happy because I am' "Make the most of your time and have no regrets."
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters in the fic. It is fictional only and I do not mean to cause any offence or harm by it.
Rating: 15
Sorry this is only a short bit I will do more tomorrow I think if I'm in the mood too!
Not long after coming off the phone from Jill and hard conversation that was with a lot of shouting and bad language, Chris heard a cute giggle it made him smile. Karen had just got back with Ella and her tiny little giggle was so cute and it made Chris smile every time it sounded adorable.
“Did you have fun gorgeous?” Chris asked when Karen came into the living room. She passed Ella over to Chris who had a cuddle with her while she put their stuff away then joined them both in the living room again.
“Yes we did, didn’t we Ella?” Karen sat down next to Chris and wrapped one arm around his shoulder.
“What did you do in the end?” he asked pulling Karen in closer to him.
“We went swimming in that pool we went to the other day with a few of the others from the antenatal classes then we went for a coffee after. How did you get on with Jill did you phone her?”
“Yeah I did”
“And?”
“Exactly what I expected. A lot of shouting and bad language. She’s not telling the boys until they get back to Colorado”
“What’s happening with Jack and Sam?”
“We didn’t really discuss much detail I’m phoning her again when she gets home. She said she’s not going to stop me seeing my sons but they will be staying with her over in America” Chris said sadly but happy he was now starting a new life with Karen.
“Oh. What did you say to Jill?”
“I just said that I didn’t love her in that way anymore, you and me had feelings for each other now that were different and could we still remain friends for the sake of Jack and Sam. She just started shouting and said she could see it happening now you had the baby”
“Are you sure you’re 100% fine and sure about everything?” Karen asked feeling a little guilty more the fact Chris wouldn’t be getting to see his sons as much even though he didn’t now but they would usually come over to the UK a few times during the year.
“Yes we’re going to be the perfect little family. Me, you, Ella and maybe another little one that’s mine and yours in time to come. Everything is going to be just fine. I love you Karen”
“Wow steady on Chris I’ve only just had this one and you’re the one who wanted to take things slowly only this morning. I do love you too though baby”
“I know but that was only until I’d told Jill but she knows and me and her are over now. I’d love one day hopefully very soon that we can have a baby together. Would you have another baby it’s ok if you don’t I understand?”
“Ermmm, I don’t know let’s just wait a few more months a see yeah”
“Ok” Chris lowered his head down so his lips met hers and they kissed passionately.
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She explained: 'Chris is happy because I am' "Make the most of your time and have no regrets."
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters in the fic. It is fictional only and I do not mean to cause any offence or harm by it.
Rating: 15
It was two months after Ella had been born. Karen and Chris’s relationship was known to the public and was going very well however they tried to keep as much privacy as they could without press being nosey. Karen had been running around trying to do everything for the last two months and it was beginning to worry Chris. She would never be sitting around doing nothing and Chris thought she needed a break like a night out or something just a couple of hours to relax he had tried telling her to sit down for 5 minutes but it never worked. She’d either be changing, feeding or sorting Ella out or doing some form of housework.
“Karen please can you just sit down for five minutes please darling you’re going to wear yourself out” Chris asked calmly so he didn’t wake Ella who was soundly sleeping in her mosses basket.
“Karen what are you even doing?” It seemed like Karen would clean over and over again in the same spot then move onto somewhere else where she had already been.
“Well what does it look like?” she snapped she was exhausted with all the running around but wouldn’t admit it and wouldn’t let anyone else do it.
“Wow just calm down moody!”
“I’m not moody but someone needs to make sure everything is clean and well sterilised we have a baby who is tiny and could pick up germs and bacteria easily”
“Karen I think you’re going a bit OTT if Ella’s going to pick something up she’s going to pick something up there’s nothing you can do about. She will be the luckiest person alive if she goes through the whole of her life without getting ill once”
“I know she’s not but what’s the harm in trying to protect her against illness” Chris went up behind Karen who was wiping the coffee tables in the living room with antibacterial spray and a cloth. He wrapped his arms around her waist from behind and placed small kisses down the back of her neck. Then he picked her up and carried her over to the sofa laying her down and climbing on top of her continuing to kiss her making his way to her lips.
“It’s not a choice Karen you’re having a break even if it’s 5 minutes you’re having a break and we are going out tonight it’s already arranged”
“Chris we can’t what about Ella we can’t just leave her on her own and we can’t go many places with a screaming baby…” he kissed her lips again to stop her from coming up with excuses not to go out.
“Already sorted you’re mum is having Ella for the night”
“I can’t dumb her on my mum”
“You’re not because your mum offered to have her”
“When did you two sort this out?”
“On the phone whilst you were out the other day she is also worried about you Karen you’re doing too much at the moment you need to relax and sit back for a bit”
“Oh so my mother and boyfriend have been talking about me behind me back thanks so very much”
“Only because we are concerned. Anyway you’d better start getting ready we are going to be late otherwise I know what you’re like. Your mum is coming to pick Ella up in an hour’s time I will get her stuff ready while you glam yourself up” she leant up to kiss his lips.
“Where are we going first so I know what to wear?”
“Pride of Britain Awards”
“But I returned our invitations saying we wouldn’t be able to make it”
“And I spoke to someone and said we would now so chop, chop got get ready”
Is this getting boring? x
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She explained: 'Chris is happy because I am' "Make the most of your time and have no regrets."
