Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters in this fic. It's fiction only and no offence or harm is intended.
Rating: 13
The New Years Eve party was now in full swing at Jayne’s house. She always had a party on New Year’s Eve that would go into early hours of the morning and everyone quite drunk and most of them would land up finding somewhere to sleep because they were too drunk to drunk to get a taxi home. It would be a party for all the Dancing On Ice crew including pro skaters, celebrities, hair and wardrobe and producers. Everyone seemed to be enjoying themselves and having a good laugh catching up with one another but Jayne wasn’t feeling the same as she did all the previous years there was something missing – that something being Karen, she wasn’t missing exactly because she was at the party but just having her own party in the kitchen with the company of all the wine and any other drink that had been brought.
Jayne had been very worried and still was about Karen who had been acting strangely and not her usual self over the last week she hadn’t been eating properly and wouldn’t speak to anyone. As Jayne stepped out of the main room where everyone was to go and check on all the children who were happily playing dollies and cars in the playroom upstairs she caught sight of Karen at the corner of her eye. She was mumbling something away to herself quite happily and very drunk noticing all the empty wine bottles around her and a half full glass in her hand, it was the happiest she’d seen Karen in the last week which made her even more concerned and worried as she knew this was only down to all the drink.
“Everything ok you’ve not been yourself tonight?” Chris asked Jayne noticing her standing in a daze in the middle of the hallway.
“Yeah I’m fine but Karen isn’t” Chris poked his head round the door of the main room to quickly look at Karen.
“She look’s perfectly happy to me”
“How can you say that Chris, she’s not you can see that and know that you don’t actually have any idea what you done to her chucking her out like that, that is just the drink making giving her the high tonight I can tell you she’s had me worried to death all week she won’t eat or talk to anyone all she’s done is stay up in the spare room 24/7”
“What do you mean, I think I’m being very fair to her I wasn’t the one having the affair was I?”
“She wasn’t having an affair just believe her will you it was a stupid drunk fling that I know she regrets big time she told me she does and I believe her she would never do anything to lose you Chris, she’s still got her engagement ring on and hasn’t taken her eyes off of it since she’s been here if you didn’t mean that much to her it would have been off by now”
“What exactly do you want me to do about it? Marriage is a big thing and if she decides that every time I go away to see my sons that she can’t cope being on her own and goes off with another bloke it isn’t go to work, Karen needs someone who is going to be there for her 27/4 to look after her and give her cuddles when she’s upset and I can’t do that for her all the time when I go away”
“Just talk to her at least and see if you can get anything out of her no one else seems to be achieving that”
“No Jayne I’m sorry but I can’t do you know how much she hurt me seeing her with that other bloke she’s torn my heart in two I can’t forgive her just like that”
“But she is hurting so much more than you are Chris right now she needs you to go in there wrap your arms around her, give her to most passionate kiss ever and say those three words that mean the most to her ‘I love you’.
Hope it's not getting boring x
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She explained: 'Chris is happy because I am' "Make the most of your time and have no regrets."
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters in this fic. It's fiction only and no offence or harm is intended.
Rating: 13
“5… 4… 3… 2… 1… Happy New Year” was all I could hear from everyone in the main living room area they all sounded so happy singing and cheering, all the children were running around screaming happily as they through balloons and the stuff that was inside the party poppers at each other and all they couples were sharing their first passionate kiss of 2012 with their other halves. Even Chris had managed to get a very quick and sneaky kiss New Year’s kiss from one of the female crew that worked on the show.
“Happy New Year Kaz” Matt one of the pro skaters called loudly as he came into the kitchen to get another drink before wrapping his arms around me. I didn’t reply or look at him to start with just continued to drink my drink and stare down glumly at the floor.
“Hey, what’s up its new years you should be happy and celebrating?”
“And such a happy new year it’s been for me so far… I didn’t even get a New Years kiss”
“Ah poor thing come here” he pulled me closely to him and placed a small gently kiss on my lips it lasted a few seconds. The kiss didn’t mean a thing it was just a friendly New Years kiss he was just trying to help to cheer me up but I was still feeling upset and down I wanted Chris to kiss me I wish it was Chris that had just kissed me.
“There you darling now you’re not left out, come on come and join us you shouldn’t be sitting out here on your own on New Year’s you should be celebrating with everyone else” he said pulling my arm.
“No Matt please I want to be on my own” I protested clinging onto my stool at Jayne’s breakfast bar I knew Matt would find some way of dragging me along though.
“No come on, it’s not the same without you there”
“Really, if they were missing me that much someone would have come for me before now wouldn’t they I’m staying here sorry”
“No you’re not you’re going to come and join the party and don’t say that everyone does miss you they have all been asking where you are” before I could do anything to stop him Matt had picked me up off the stool and was carrying me over his shoulder through into the living room to join the party. I think it’s the first time I have laughed in the last week it was totally unexpected that he was going to pick me up over his shoulder.
“Matt… Matt put my down I’m flashing my knickers to everyone” I squealed giggling at the same time as well as kicking my legs around in the air for him to put my down.
“At least you have some on”
“Still I don’t want the world seeing my underwear” by the time I’d finished complaining in a happy and giggly sort of way I heard cheers and people calling my name as Matt finally put me on my feet again then twirling me around quickly.
“You’re dancing with me Kaz and I won’t take no for an answer” Matt was doing his very best and hardest to make me happy and I’m grateful for his support and help but the whole time I was dancing with him I had Chris on my mind. I kept looking across at him I don’t think he noticed me though he was standing at the side in a daze he might have been though I don’t know secretly I hope he was then maybe he would notice I’m still wearing my engagement ring because I love him.
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She explained: 'Chris is happy because I am' "Make the most of your time and have no regrets."
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters in this fic. It's fiction only and no offence or harm is intended.
Rating: 13
The ones who were sober enough to get a taxi home which surprisingly for once was a majority of the crew and cast were beginning to leave leaving just a few of us to occupy ourselves as Jayne and Phil said their goodbyes to those who were going. Matt and Dan had finally let me rest as they had made dance for the last hour or so and gone off to help tidy up a bit with a couple others who were also staying the night. I was the only usually every year who would stay and help to clear up all the empty bottles of drink and do the hovering at a ridiculous hour in the morning getting moaned at as everyone wanted to go to sleep, and Jayne would have a nag at me insisting she would have done it in the morning.
This year however after the last couple of weeks I’d had I had the right to relax getting myself my last drink before sitting down on the large corner sofa and watching letting the others take over the cleaning this year. It had gone very quiet to what it had been like in the previous hour it was nice and peaceful. I was surprised when Chris came back into the living room to take my glass that had been empty for the past five minutes now and even more surprised when I felt a warm pair of muscular arms around my waist and a head resting on my shoulder.
“Chris” I asked surprised and confused we hadn’t spoke all evening in fact we hadn’t spoken since the morning he told me to get out of what used to be our apartment. I turned to look at him meeting his eyes moving them down in the direction as felt his touch on my upper thigh and smiling as I came back up to meet his eyes again.
“I’m sorry” the tears in my eye’s began to well up any second they were about to spill down my cheeks, Chris was about to say something else but I place a finger on his lips which he kissed and it sent a shiver down my spine.
“No I’m sorry, I should have never done what I did it’s the stupidest thing I’ve ever done I will never regret anything so much in my life ever I couldn’t lose you Chris I love you so, so, so much. I was stupidly drunk and needy I don’t blame you for telling me to get out like that I deserve it” I looked down sadly at his hand still placed gently on my thigh he suddenly moved it to lift my chin up and turn my head so I was looking at him.
“Seeing you sat in that kitchen earlier on your own looking so unhappy so upset made me feel that inside as well I didn’t realise I’d been so harsh on you I shouldn’t have told you to get out like that, I should have listened to you properly and trusted you because that’s what relationships are all about. I should have never gone away over Christmas like that and left you it was my own fault I deserved the shock I got when I walked in and saw you with that other bloke…” I stopped him from continuing again by placing my finger back on his soft and smooth lips.
“No Chris you didn’t deserve it, it was not acceptable behaviour I should have never done it”
“Well anyway what’s done is done, but seeing other men touching you it makes me jealous I’m not going to lie. Even seeing you dancing with Dan and Matt earlier made me jealous don’t get freaked out by this please but whenever I see other men around you I want to be by your side protecting you I’m scared they are going to hurt you Karen, and that’s why I had ago at you like that” the tears were now spilling down my cheeks Chris wiped them away continuing to stroke my cheeks softly.
“Ah don’t cry please”
“Sorry I can’t help it you know how emotional I get in situations like this” we both laughed.
“I would like us to get back together please but I think until we have got ourselves sorted and back on track properly that you ask Jayne if you could stay here just a couple more weeks and we see how things work out…”
“Of course I want us to get back together and if that’s what you’d like me to do for a couple of weeks then I will anything to make you happy Christopher Dean” I was taken by surprise when he leant over and kissed my lips then entering deeper into a more passionate kiss which was interrupted a few seconds later by Jayne who’d just waved the last of the guests off.
“Oh. Sorry, sorry I didn’t realise” you should have seen the look on her face when she walked in thinking she’d interrupted a little more than a kiss she went off to find Phil and the others and we returned back to the passionate kiss which was getting a little rough and playful.
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She explained: 'Chris is happy because I am' "Make the most of your time and have no regrets."
