Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters in this fic. There is no offence or harm meant by this it is purely fictional.
Rating: 13+
“Where the hell have you been?” Karen had only just stepped foot into the training rink area and the question was being fired at her.
“Oh hello, how are you?” she sarcastically replied.
“Where have you been it’s nearly mid day?”
“Sorry I had to go somewhere didn’t think you’d mind anyways you were late the other week and didn’t bothering telling me?”
“But I wasn’t over three hours late?”
“Ok, ok calm down no need to bite my bloody head off I’m sorry and I will try not to make it happen again” she began to walk over to the bench that was nearest to her to put her skates on.
“Where are you going you never answered my question?”
“What question?”
“The reason why you were late”
“I just had to go somewhere now stop asking me all these questions and let me put my skates on”
“I’ve asked you one question which you still haven’t answered… well not properly”
“Can you just shut up and piss off it’s none of your business there’s some things you know that women don’t always want to share… why are you making a big fuss about it anyway I’ve said I’m sorry for god sake”
“Because for the last few weeks you’ve been late on a numerous of occasions you could at least let us know you’re going to be late you know we’re very busy and especially at the moment… why are you are crying?” Karen had got as far as putting one skate on she hadn’t even began to do the laces up yet and just for no reason out of the blue burst into tears.
“Nothing, just stop shouting at me that’s all you do at the moment and I’m feed up of it everything I do is wrong everything I say is wrong I don’t know why I’m even here you all moan at me for something”
“Karen, come back what’s brought all of this on? Why are you being silly?” Chris gave Jayne a weird look before sitting down next to Karen putting an arm around her shoulder but she pushed him away immediately.
“Get off… just leave me” she said whilst wiping her tears away using Chris’s jumper sleeves too.
Chris knew for his own sake and everyone else’s that it was better to leave her to calm down and bring herself together on her own rather than trying to help her remembering the last time he tried to help her when she was upset like that, so he stepped back onto the ice and skated over to Jayne who started asking questions about Karen.
“Looks like someone got out the wrong side of bed this morning” he said loud enough for Jayne and couple of other trainers around them but not loud enough that Karen could hear.
“What’s the matter with her?”
“Oh I don’t know but we’re in for an afternoon I can tell you that now she won’t tell me why she’s late or where she’s been and just bursts into tears for no reason and starts having a go at me because apparently everything she says and does is wrong and we just moan at her”
“Silly woman I will talk to her in a bit, I hope everything is alright between her and Stephen she said something the other day that they weren’t getting on as well but I didn’t really take much notice of it you know what Karen’s like she over reacts someone times for the silliest of things” Jayne had managed to finish what she was saying just as Karen had joined them on the rink.
The day seemed to be going by a lot slower than it usually would nothing nobody seemed to be getting anywhere and Karen was being funny and off with everyone even her best-est friend in the whole of the world Jayne. Jayne who had now had enough of Karen’s constant arguing with everyone, bursting into tears and feeling sorry for herself couldn’t cope much longer had got off the rink and gone on an early break before she totally lost it with Karen. Before long Jayne could see Chris losing it with Karen too in fact nearly everyone at the rink. Whatever it was that was on Karen’s mind seemed to be causing big issues with everything and everyone.
“Karen you’re doing it wrong, can you just cooperate with me please for one bloody minute” Chris was beginning to lose his patience with Karen now and everyone else around him could see. All he was trying to do was show a couple the positioning of a lift that went above the head it wasn’t really that hard at all but Karen didn’t want to be lifted and was kicking up a big fuss about it.
“I don’t want to be lifted” she said looking down at the ice.
“Well you don’t have a choice I’m sorry”
“I don’t want to be lifted… Why can’t you get Jayne to do it?”
“Because if you’ve noticed she isn’t here at the moment as you seemed to have drove her that insane today that she can’t cope being on here any longer with you, so just stop moaning on and do the lift please”
“You can’t make me”
“Karen working with you is like working with a small child in fact I think a little 5 year old couldn’t do a better job than you”
“Well you ****ing find a 5 year old who can do a better job than me this is exactly what I mean you’re moaning at me again what is it that you don’t understand I do not want to be lifted” the last of Karen’s words were shouted before she burst into tears again storming off the rink. She dropped down angrily to the bench putting the guards on the freshly sharpened blades of her skates pulling them off and just throwing them one at a time at the barrier around the side of the rink and leaving them. She didn’t really care to be honest if someone was to fall over them and brake their neck which they could have quite easily done.
Karen ran down the corridor as fast as her tiny little legs would carry her bumping into Jayne on her way but just pushed her out the way. She just wanted to be on her own needed some time to think about things what she was going to do and all of that.
“So who’s fault is it for that?” Jayne asked stepping back onto the ice and skating over to join the group of skaters and trainers who were all standing in a circle closely together on the middle of the ice.
“We are probably better without her being here at the moment I don’t know what the hell is wrong with her but whatever it is she needs to tell someone… all asked was her to help demonstrate alift she was adamant she didn’t want to be lifted so wasn’t putting any effort into it at all I had it up to here with her and said that a 5 year old could do better than she was”
“Oh well done Chris that was such a brilliant idea wasn’t it”
“Don’t start having a go at me I’m not the one who is cooperating with anyone, bursting into tears for no reason and causing arguments over silly little things”
“I’m not all I’m saying is you know Karen as well as I do she is a very sensitive person and that wasn’t one of the brightest things to have said to her… suppose I’d better go and find her see what state she’s in and sort her out and find out what the problem is that’s if my patience doesn’t wear fine with her within the first 5 minutes”
Jayne knocked gently on the door to Karen’s dressing room she could hear Karen crying loudly from outside.
“Karen sweetie it’s me can I come in please?”
There was no answer Jayne tried to unlock the door but Karen had locked it from the inside.
“Karen please open the door I just want to help you there is something bothering you and everyone is worried”
“No you’re not you just want to replace me with a 5 year old who would be able to do a better job than me”
“Don’t be silly no one could do a better job than you do Karen that’s why you’re head coach because you’re brilliant at your job we would never be able to find another coach at there like you”
“Chris seems to think different”
“You know he didn’t mean it you should know by now Karen that he doesn’t think before saying things but he didn’t mean what he said I know he didn’t no please talk to me”
There was another silence that lasted for a few moments before the northerner spoke quietly in between her tears.
“Chris… can I speak to Chris please?”
“Yes of course darling I will just go and get him for you won’t be a second”
Jayne hurried off to the training rink where Chris was and called him overto the edge where she was standing and picking Karen’s skates up at the same time so no one tripped over them.
“Karen asked to speak to you she’s in her dressing room” Chris looked a little confused but went off to find Karen who had now unlocked the door so Chris could get in when he arrived.
When he got to her door he knocked then entered. Karen was sat in the middle of the bed with a blanket wrapped around her shoulders and crumpled up tissues around her that she had used to wipe her eyes from the crying. Chris walked over and sat the edge of the bed placing one hand on her thigh gently just resting it there.
“Jayne said you wanted to talk?” Karen shook her head in reply.
“What’s bothering you then?” there was still no reply.
“Are you actually going to speak to me or have you just got me off that rink for no reason” there was still no reply and Chris was suddenly taken by surprise when Karen moved up onto her knees facing towards him and placed a soft kiss on his lips.
“Karen what the hell are you doing?”
“What does it look like come on kiss me back”
“You’ve gone totally mad woman you’re a happily married woman and I’m marrying Jayne a few weeks time”
“Married I am but happy I am not”
“No Karen please get off me you are all messed up inside at the moment what the hell is going on”
“I love you”
“I love you too but not in the same way”
“You used to though”
“Yes used to but that’s when it kicked in that you’re a married woman I can’t be with someone who is married it’s not right Karen and not fair on Stephen nor the girls”
“I’m breaking up with him I can’t live with him any longer”
“Stop there and calm down… what’s brought all this on”
“I can’t live with him any longer I feel so bad but so happy at the same time I can’t look at him without feeling sick inside or….” Chris pulled Karen close inside his arms “… I’m pregnant”
“Ah Kaz congratulations darling what’s so bad about this”
“It’s your baby”
“But…”
“There are no lies about it, it’s your baby I’ve worked out the dates Stephen was away and I definitely did not sleep with anyone else the reason I was late today is because I went to my 12 week scan… here you go you can keep it, I asked the midwife if I could have two copies one for me and one for you”
“ I… I don’t honestly know what to say Karen, I…”
“Say that you love me and want to be with me for the rest of your life because that’s what I want”
“But I’m marrying Jayne in a few weeks… this is just all wrong what how did this all happen?”
“Well we had sex and made a baby don’t tell me you don’t know how that all works yet?” she said almost sarcastically trying to be funny but serious at the same time.
“You think this is all just a game don’t you?”
“No I don’t but you obviously think telling someone you love them a few months ago then getting them pregnant is a game though I love you and want us to have this baby”
More? I don't know how long this will go on for though it will probs onyl be one more section if I do add on!
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She explained: 'Chris is happy because I am' "Make the most of your time and have no regrets."
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters in this fic. There is no offence or harm meant by this it is purely fictional.
Rating: 13+
“But… I’m marrying Jayne in fact exactly 5 weeks today”
“That’s plenty of time to say to her you can’t be with her”
“No I can’t do that to her I love her”
“You can’t obviously love her that much because if you did you wouldn’t have been jumping in bed with me would you… you just need to tell her the truth it’s better to tell her now than on the day of the wedding isn’t it”
“That was all a big mistake I only felt sorry for you because you and Stephen weren’t getting on very well but you are now so just go home and tell him it’s his baby”
“What then it looks like you… that wouldn’t work anyway because he you know… had the thing done we can’t have any more children together so he’d know it wasn’t his, he may look a bit thick sometimes but he’s not that thick you just need to tell Jayne if you don’t I will… we can tell her together if you want”
“No I don’t want any of this why is it everything is done your way all the time well this time it will be done mine… Jayne is not to find out about this you hear me…” he rummaged around in his pocket until her came across his wallet. He had been to the cash-point that morning conveniently enough and had got £500 out as he was going out to get stuff sorted for the wedding that evening “here take it there’s £500 get an abortion and just forget any of this happened then go back to Stephen and sort things out”
“I don’t want your money I want you and this baby”
“Well you can’t always have everything your way can you… now you get that abortion and do not say a word to Jayne and I think it would be best if you went home for the rest of today before any serious hurt is caused”
“The only person hurt right now is me”
“Well of course because it’s all about you isn’t it you don’t care what everyone else around you is feeling maybe not everything the press right is lies maybe some of it is true especially the bits about you”
“I can’t believe you actually believe that… I’m handing my notice in I do not want to be part of this show anymore and you all seem to think you’d do better without maybe you will maybe you won’t I will see you 5 weeks today… and don’t you worry I won’t forget the wedding present before you say”
“Karen”
“What, unless you’re going to tell me you’ve changed your mind then I don’t want to hear it”
“Don’t forget the money and don’t forget to book an appointment to get rid of that” he pointed at her stomach, she snatched the money out of his hand put it in her bag and left him standing in the middle of her dressing room not knowing what to do and just hoping so badly that Karen wasn’t going to let any of this slip to Jayne.
That evening Karen had gone home and spoke to Stephen she’d told him everything that she was pregnant and it wasn’t his baby however she didn’t say who’s it was just left it at that asked for a divorce and walked out from him and the girls, telling them both she would call when she arrived in Blackpool. She was going to stay with Dan one of the pro skaters and a very close family friend for a few weeks until she found somewhere of her own. Training had been strange and different without Karen being there everyone was missing her so much even Chris but he didn’t like to admit it. There was only 3 days until Jayne and Chris wedding and that day Karen’s dress and shoes had arrived. The dress was red, tight fitting and fitted her figure perfectly and it came above the knee the shoes had a massive killer hell and exactly the same red as the dress.
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“Here you go its only something small”
“Oh you shouldn’t have Karen what did I say” Jayne took the envelope from Karen and began to open it with Chris neither had no idea what it was looking at it a little odd.
“It was no problem” Karen had a tone of evilness in her voice. Jayne nearly collapsed onto the floor as Chris pulled the picture out of the ultrasound scan and Karen took the shawl off that she’d been wearing all night to cover up the bump that had begun to form nicely and stood in front of them rather closely to Chris rubbing the bump. Jayne wasn’t sure what was happening if it was just a dream and Chris was well he didn’t know what to say either he assumed that Karen had had the abortion.
“I… you… you told me you had the abortion how could you be so evil to do something like this to your best friend you are sick in the head to do this I thought you’d lost it before but now I don’t know what to say…” Jayne had ran out of the building and everyone around was just staring at Karen and Chris.
The end I said it would only be a short one just another idea that I came up with but if anyone would like to carry it on let me know and feel free too x
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She explained: 'Chris is happy because I am' "Make the most of your time and have no regrets."
thank you for the comments I know she'd never do anything and should hope not that she'd do anything like that in real life it was just something I was watching and it gave me the idea thats why I'm not writing anymore as I don't know where to go with it and only had that much planned out x
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She explained: 'Chris is happy because I am' "Make the most of your time and have no regrets."