Dancing on Ice Fanfiction

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters in this fic.

Rating: PG

Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Is this burning an eternal flame

I believe it's meant to be, darling
I watch you when you are sleeping
You belong with me
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame

It was the early hours of the morning I watched as my little ice princess slept peacefully in my arms. Her features that day had been so sad and upset I just wanted to comfort and help her, make her feel safe again she had just split from her husband who was also my friend it seemed so wrong but so right at the same time to be there with her. My mind was on overload I wanted to know what she was going through her mind as she slept and dreamed, was she thinking the same as me? Did she have the same feelings I had for her for me? What if she didn’t want to be in that sort of a relationship with me and was I just getting the wrong end of the stick was I just dreaming it that we had become even closer friends all of a sudden.  

Say my name, sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely
And then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling ...ooooohhhh....

I didn’t let go of her, not once, I held her tightly and securely in my arms all night as we lay under the soft now warm silk covers in the large king sized bed sinking comfortably into the memory foam mattress. I tried to sleep as we lay in each other’s company and Karen in my arms but I just couldn’t not matter how much I tried to my eye’s just sprung back open again. I just couldn’t stop thinking what Karen was thinking I really did just want to know if she was feeling the same as I was. Since my divorce last year she had been there for me through everything thick and thin always there right by my side she was just such an amazing and caring person. If it wasn’t for Karen I would have been in a right state and probably done things that I would have regret after and now I want to do the same for her my best-est friend ever I love her or should I say I’m in love with her, yes I’m in love with her deeply in love with her and that’s what I want to know does she feel the same way about me. It was around this time last year in fact when Jill wanted us to get divorced that I started to notice a change in mine and Karen’s friendship it felt like it was turning into something else and there were feelings there that I had never felt for her before and those feelings were getting stronger and stronger by the minute. It was killing me inside I just wanted to know but then if she didn’t feel the same way about me it would kill me even more inside.

Close your eyes, give me your hand
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Is this burning an eternal flame

Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Is this burning an eternal flame

This week it’s has been so hectic with work then splitting up with Stephen and I guess everything had just got to me and I didn’t know where or who to turn too. Chris did come into my mind a lot though I just didn’t want to bother him he already had a lot on his plate with Dancing On Ice he wouldn’t want me crying all the time and informing him of my latest sob story. He was such a great listener (just like Karen was) and he always knew how to make me smile again when I had them days where I wasn’t feeling myself and his hugs were just the best especially during that one time of the month when I needed a cuddle. Stephen never had any sympathy like that for me so I’d always go to Chris for that special cuddle it always works. But recently within the last year these cuddles have felt different as if they are more passionate I don’t ever want to let go of him and it breaks my heart when I have too I feel so safe in his arms and that’s why tonight I just couldn’t take any more. I really needed a cuddle so badly I had been an emotional wreck all week and couldn’t stop crying my eyes were so sore now so I picked up my Blackberry and began to text Chris. It didn’t take him long to get to me and when he came through that door I ran faster than I’d ever skated that’s how much I needed this cuddle. The next thing I knew we had moved upstairs and lying closely underneath the sheets on my bed – nothing happened in that way though although I wished it had, we just cuddled and he stroked my head gently which was soothing and soon I was dreaming, dreaming of us, me and Chris it was the best thing ever I just hoped one day that we could be together like that but I wasn’t sure if he had the same feelings I had for him. I was in love with Christopher Dean he was my ice Prince.

Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming

An eternal flame

Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Is this burning an eternal flame