Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters in this fic and the story line is not real its just an idea I got from I don't really know where. (Sorry for any spelling and grammer errors)
Rating: 15 to be on the safe side
"Chris ... where's mum?" "she's just gone to the shop to get some lunch" "ok ..." "what are you doing here anyway aren't you meant to be at school?" "erm I had to go somewhere" "are you alright" "yeah fine ... I don't know ... I mean no ... I ... can we quickly chat please" "yeah of course do you want to go to the office?" Emma followed Chris to his office at the studios "sit down you look like you've seen a ghoust ... is everything ok?" "... mum is going to kill me" "does she know you're not at school?" "no ... but thats not why she's going to kill me" "It can't be that bad ... what's up?" "no she will ... she'll never talk to me again I know what she's like." Tears of panic were starting to form in her soft brown eyes one of the many features she had from her mother.
"Emma are you going to tell me what's up?" "you promise that if I tell you, you won't shout at me please ... mum deffinately will" "no I promise ... and if you tell me I can help you ...and help you sort it out with your mother" "calm down .. I'm not going to shout at you" "ok ... ok ... I'm ... I'm ... pregnant!!!" There was silence Chris was a little surpised you could say "ok I wasn't expecting that and I don't think your mother will be too happy" "what am I going to do?" Chris walked over wrapping his arms around Emma's body and hugging her tightly. "Does Laura know?" "yes" "and what did she say?" "she just said mum will kill me and started giving me a lecture then said it's my mess so I have to sort it out" "well do you want to keep the baby for a start?" "yes ... and even if I didn't mum is against abortion so I would have to keep it anyway."
"If you really don't want this baby you can get rid of it and your mum doesn't have to know ... I won't tell her" "no ... no ... I do want it ... but mum is still going to kill me" just as Emma was saying the last bit Karen walked passed the office, she knew Emma's voice anywhere she hide round the coner trying to listen into their convosation angry why Emma was not at school. "If you want I will talk to her for you" "would you really" "yes she might take it better if I tell her" "but I don't want you falling out or spliting up just because of something stupid I've done " "don't worry ... come here ... you're not stupid everyone does something wrong in life no one's perfect ... not being funny but your mother can't have a go at you after what she's done in her pass ... she has done plenty wrong in life."
"But she's an adult I'm not ... she's going to kill me" "shhh... just leave it to me I'll tell her" Chris gave Emma another comforting hug neither knew that Karen had been listening into their conversation, she burst into the office furious at the remark Chris had made about her. "Tell me what ... huh?" Emma buired her head into Chris's chest and began to cry "oh no she must have heard something ...I'm dead" "is someone going to tell me what's going on then?" "can you tell her please?" Laura said looking up at Chris "just come out with it straight" "ok ... ok I will if thats what you want" "yes it is" "Karen close the door and I will tell you" she slammed the door shut "come on then" "you're not going to like it ... and don't start shouting she knows she has done wrong don't make her feel any worse."
"For God sakes just bloody tell me will you" "she's pregnant!!!" "you what" Karen was suprised and disguted at the same time "you're having me on aren't you?" "I'm not ... I'm sorry mum" there was another silence but soon broke. "Is that all you have to say bloody sorry" Karen's voice got louder and louder as she went on ranting "you stupid ... stupid girl ... you're not even 16 yet ...do you know what you've done ... reuined the whole of your bloody life on a baby ... you stupid girl I can't beleive you really ... you're gunna have no career, no money, and where do you think you're gunna live because deffinatley not with us with a baby screaming 24/7 ... they make your life hell then they go and get pregnant under age ... who even is the father? ... really I was expecting your sister to tell me she's pregnant first not you ... you're still at school for God sakes ... your be called a slapper, a slut and God knows what" "Karen that's enough ... you can hardly talk" "you can shut up this has nothing to do with you" "mum... don't talk to Chris like that" "don't you mum me ... you're not my little girl anymore".
Karen stormed out of the office not looking at either Emma or Chris "I knew you would be like this you always are ... you're just a selfish bitch all you care about is yourself and Laura and always have done ... why is it that Laura is allowed to do what she wants and I'm not" "she's older than you .... and don't you dare talk to me like that who the hell do you think you are " "she has a point though Karen."
"What... so you think this is totally accpetable then do you Chris ... really ... really ... huh? ... are you gunna talk to me then?" Chris tried talking and to say what he had to say but couldn't get a word in edgeway his words were being cut off by Karen. "Well no ..." "I think this bloody disgusting behaviour ... you're grounded for the rest of the month ... what the hell was you thinking ... and you Chris just thinking this is totally ok she a kid still" "well if you would just let me talk please Karen ... I didn't say it was acceptable but at least she's had the guts to come and tell us unlike most girls do" "but its still not the point I don't give a damn about other kids look at what reputation its gunna give us in the press now ... we will be getting god knows what greath ... and people will be thinking its the way I've brought her up bad parenting... don't you think I've had enough bloody hassel with the press this year already now this."
"Karen you know what I didn't have you down as a selfish bitch its all you think about your reputation ... what the pess will think about you know you have a daughter underage a pregnant ... its all about bloody you if they had an award for bitch of the year you would win it hands down darling ... I will agree that it's not acceptable but she knows she's done wrong and has had the guts to tell ... you can't stand here having ago at her anway its more than you ever bloody done ... oh yes I know all about you getting pregnant at what was it 14... come on 14 years of age at least shes only a couple of months away from legal age ... Nicky told me all about you having that abortion with his baby when you two accidentally had a few too many drinks one night when you were left alone for the first time by your parents."
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-- Edited by TeamKarenBarber on Tuesday 20th of December 2011 09:14:15 PM
-- Edited by TeamKarenBarber on Tuesday 20th of December 2011 10:58:27 PM
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She explained: 'Chris is happy because I am' "Make the most of your time and have no regrets."
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters in this fic and the story line is not real its just an idea I got from I don't really know where. (Sorry for any spelling and grammer errors)
Rating: 15 to be on the safe side
"You have no bloody right to bring that up in front of Emma ... that was my past and that was one big mistake" "so what is the differennce with your mistake and Emma's ... at least she has told us ... you never told your parents did you I bet they still don't know to this day do they? ..." karen just stood in silence not knowing what too say she was so angry "... do they?" Chris asked again "but that was back then when you would have got more than grounded for doing something like that ... don't bring my mistake into this anyway that was then this is now ... I really wanted that baby and ...." karen tried her hardest to hold back her tears she did feel very emotional over this situation and did really wish she had had the guts herself to tell her parents she was pregnant as she really did want the baby.
"And what ... you still can't start having ago at Emma when you did exactly the same thing" Chris said lecturing Karen whilest cuddling Emma support her side. Karen couldn't hold her emotions in any longer and ran out the room with her head down the whole time while running down the cooridoor and pushing past jayne on the way "Karen .... you ok babe?" "yes fine I just need to go outside I will be back in a minute or two" as she got to the door which was at the back of the sudios she bumped into Nicky he saw her crying and stopped her in her pathway "aww whats wrong darling ... tell me" Karen put her arms around Nicky and held him tightly "can we talk outside please I just need to get out of here" "ok ... whats happened?"
Nicky went and sat down on the bench that was out there while Karen wondered around in circles rumaging through her bag pulling out a packet of cigerettes and a lighter "Karen what you doing? ... I thought you had quite smoking a few years ago" "I had" "so what happened? when did you start again ... does Chris know?" "God know he will hit the roof ..." "so when did you start again?" "the other week I just had one now can't stop again ... I've had so much ****ing **** go on over the last few weeks and its doing my head in ... then today Emma turns up here and tells me she's pregnant and Chris starts telling me how I should bring up my children ... and brought up about my abortion ... I couldn't cope any longer I just had to get out of there ... he knows I really wanted that baby but kept going on about" "oh come here baby ... you really have got your self all worked up haven't you."
Nicky went up to Karen wrapping his arms around her tightly squezzing her which made her feel a little more calm "come on put that out and you're quiting again as from now before Chris finds out and hits the roof like you say" "it's not just like that though is it you can't just stop these things can you it took me years to quit" "I know I know but you are a different person now you can give up just like that ... you are such a pretty little thing and...." Nicky's words were cut off by karens lips pressed softly against his he pulled back though "Karen what are you doing come on you've just got your self so worked up and don't know what you're doing why don't you go and have a lie down you've just took everything too seriosuly and to heart and very vunandable ... I'm sure Chris didn't mean what he said earlier but you do take things too deeply and get very stressed out at times and just need to calm down."
"The thing with you men though is you don't really care at all ... that poor baby is gunna grow up with out a dad ... it's just not right it's not how I brought her up to be or either of them" "Karen ... listen to me have you even aked her who the father is and if she is seeing anyone" "well ... yeah ... but..." "but what I didn't really give her a chance to speak I just but in and started having ago at her and called her a slag and everything ..." Karen began crying again loudly into Nickys' chest "oh ... I'm a ****ing terrible mother ... what have I done you know I just give up now they can do what they bloody like or I look the bully ... it's their life they can do what they want they just better not come running to me" "Karen steady down babe don't say things like that you are a brilliant mum to Emma and Laura ..." "I don't think so ... what mother goes round calling her daughter a slag huh? ..." "it's not your fault you were just angry and a little surpised ... any mother that has a daughter Emma's age and pregnant would be ... now don't go putting yourself down it's just one of these things that happens and I must agree with Chris here, you can't exactly go round calling the kettle black when you did exactly the same thing at least she told you" "please Nicky don't bring that baby into this anymore that abortion is the worst thing I've ever done in my life I can't believe I done it still ... I'm basically a murderer and a bad mother too."
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She explained: 'Chris is happy because I am' "Make the most of your time and have no regrets."
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters in this fic and the story line is not real its just an idea I got from I don't really know where. (Sorry for any spelling and grammer errors)
Rating: 15 to be on the safe side
Nicky placed his hands on Karen's delcate cheeks wiping her tears away and turning her head to look at him "look at me Karen ... Karen look at me babe ... now listen stop beating yourself up about this it's happpened theres nothing we can do about it now ... you just need too get some good rest, sit down and talk to both Emma and Chris without shouting and getting moody with them and look forward to having your first granchild." This made Karen smile a little "come on let's get you back inside it's cold out here and you haven't excatly got very much on have you (Karen was dressed in just a thin pair of black leggings and a strapy vest top) ... you've got to be thankfull that neither of them walk around wearing what you wear half of the time especially them dresses you wear on Sunday nights" they both laughed "cheeky ... it keeps Chris happy so ..." "I don't want to know please Karen" "we were engaged remember it's not like you've not seen everything before."
They both turned around facing the door to go back inside Nicky stood behind Karen wrapping one arm around her shoulder walking her back inside to her dressing room passing Chris on the way. Karen didn't look at him though however Nicky did mouthing to Chris 'wait there I'll come back in a minute' he took Karen back to her dressing room taking her in and making sure she had calmed down getting her a glass of water much to Karen's disgust who would have prefered a glass of wine at that moment in time. "Right I've got to go now ... I hope you sort it out with them .... just don't get all moody and stressed out or you will make it worse for yourself again ... come here give me a cuddle and I've gotta get back ... love you ... if you need anything you've got my number don't threat to call."
He walked over to the bed leaning over and gave Karen a big hug and kissed her forehead. He left her lying in the middle of the bed wrapped up in a blanket and just staring at the wall quietly, he stood at the door for a few minutes before leaving and closing it fully to make sure she was ok then returning back to Chris. "Is she alright I guess she told you everything" "yeah I think she's just got her self all worked up and it's got on top of her ... she's in a very vunable way at the moment too ... I thought I'd just let you know that she tried to kiss me but I pulled away straight away ... she doesn't know what she wants, she thinks she is a bad mother and a muderer for having the abortion .. I think she's clamed down a bit now" "thanks Nicky ... she can be hard work at time and I don't know what to do with her half the time either I will go and see her now" "It's no problem I know we aren't together anymore but I do still care for her like we are" there was an awkard silence after this.
"Where's Chris?" Jayne asked Nicky who was on his way out of the studios "he's just down the cooridoor" "ok thanks" Jayne skated off the rink picking up her skate gaurds and placing them carefully on each of the blades "Chris... where have you been ... I've been waiting age's you said you would only be 5 minutes" "oh sorry just had a few issues with Karen and Emma that I had to sort out" " why whats happened now?" They walked into the office closing the door so no one else could hear "right I will tell you the basic side of the story... Emma's pregnant and Karen has totally gone on one, I don't know if you knew but she got pregnant herself at 14 and landed up having an abortion, I accidentally came out with out and then that made her even worse, she then went out side bumped into Nicky on the way and tried to make a move on him and was apparentally in quite a vunderable state, probably is still now ... I will be like 15 mins max can I just sort this out please." Chris was trying to say all of this without pausing.
"Yes of course but just be 15 mins please we do need ot get some work done today" Jayne went back over to the rink and done some more skating on her own practicing individaul elements while Chris went off to find Karen. He knocked on the door before entering and found Karen curled up in a ball in the middle of the bed a blaket on top of her crying her eyes out that were now red and her vision was very blury from all the crying. He walked over sat on the bed by her rubbing one hand up and down her side gentally comforting her "darling talk to me ... please" Karen continued sobbing her heart out Chris scopped her up in his arms sitting her on his lap wrapping his arms around her tightly.
"Look I'm sorry for earlier Karen ... I didn't have the right to bring up the abortion in front of Emma neither to tell you how you should bring your kids up ... please just talk to me ... it's not just this that is the bothering you though is it ... there is something else you haven't been acting like the Karen I know for the last week or so ... I want to help please ... I know you Karen and know there is something else up" "it doesn't matter" "no it does" "I doesn't" "Karen do I have to get Jayne in here?"
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She explained: 'Chris is happy because I am' "Make the most of your time and have no regrets."
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters in this fic and the story line is not real its just an idea I got from I don't really know where. (Sorry for any spelling and grammer errors)
Rating: 15 to be on the safe side
"Ok ok ... I thought I could cope with it on my own but I couldn't ... I can't" "can't cope with what?" "I ... it's ... exactly 2 weeks ago today when I had a misscariage" Chris was suprised he wasn't expecting this "what? ... how?" he was a little stuck for words and didnt really no what to say. "I was 14 weeks pregnant with your baby ... I didn't tell you because I wanted to suprise you when the bump started to grow."
Chris tightended his arms around Karen as she conituned to cry her, eyes were beginning to sting a little now but she just couldn't hold her emotions in any longer after keeping them to herself for a couple of weeks and Chris was still stuck for words what to say "oh baby ... I ... I don't know what to say ... why haven't you said anything before now to me?" "I didn't want to worry you and you are too busy with work you have enough on your plate as it is" "Karen, ... I'm never ever too busy for you babe don't ever think that." He fell back from sitting so he was lying down on the bed with Karen on top of him and still wrapped up in his muscular warm arms that made her feel safe every time.
As they lay there he moved his fingers gently through her hair trying to calm her and speaking softly to her "come on it's ok babe ... you can get through this ... you're stronger than you were last year" "I know but ... I just want a baby ... us to have a baby ... nothing would make me happier" "we can try again then" "but... but what if I keep having misscariages and then it's too late" "We will keep trying until we have a baby ... there's always IVF treatment if it is too late ... look at me Karen you will have your baby and we will do what ever we have to do even if it does cost us a bloody fortune you will have your baby" "I love you Chris" "I love you too baby."
They both lay in the middle of the bed wrapped in the warmth of each others arms in their own little world both, had forgotten where they were and about Jayne who was getting a little annoyed now as Chris was meant to have been back skating through a routine with her about half an hour ago. Jayne was fed up of waiting for them so decided to go and look for them herself, she knew exactly where they would be and with out knocking burst into the room with Karen still in tears.
At first Jayne didn't notice Karen in tears and just began ranting on at the pair "where the hell have you been ... you said you would be 15 minutes max and that was nearly an hour ago" "oh how are you? yes I'm fine thank you but Karen isn't can't you see she is in tears here" "we are meant to be going through our routine" "did you not listen to me Karen is in tears here and you just come in here didnt even knock then start ranting on" "oh ... sorry... did I over react a bit too much" "just a little" "sorry I didn't mean to ... it just I have been waiting over an hour to do the routine" "well things have come up and Karen is my proiety at the moment" "no it's fine you go ... I'll be ok" Karen whispered softly "no I'm not leaving you you're not in any fit state."
"Oh thanks, you make it sound like I've gone mental" "no I didn't mean it like that sorry ... I mean" his words were cut off "I know I know what you mean" Jayne was still standing by the door "what's the matter anyway ... what as happened?" Karen looked up at Chris giving him a signal that it was ok to tell her she was their best friend after all "Karen's had another misscariage" "oh my god ... I'm so sorry for bursting in like that ... I feel so bad now" "no it's ok you weren't to know what had happened honestly it's fine" "no its not ... you two have some time alone ... why don't you have the rest of the day off ... Karen looks exhausted" "thank you Jayne what would we do without you" they gatherted their belongings and said their goodbyes to Jayne before they were off home.
*Later on that evening* Karen walked down the stairs after having a relaxing bath and into the living room sitting down next to Chris who was sat in the corner of the sofa watching Tv "you look amazing babe ... what did I ever do to deserve you" "I dont know Christoper Dean but what did I do to deserve you." She joined him on the sofa and he started placing soft kisses down her neck and she seemed to be some what more relaxed now, he then kissed back up her neck and slowly onto her lips whisphering into her ear seductively "what you say to an early night" he began to undo the ribbon on her silk night gown as she looked up smiling at him "deffinatley."
Please let me know if I'm boring any of you writing about Karen or someone having a baby all the time in any of my fics! I'm just obsessed with babies! More???
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She explained: 'Chris is happy because I am' "Make the most of your time and have no regrets."
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters in this fic and the story line is not real its just an idea I got from I don't really know where. (Sorry for any spelling and grammer errors)
Rating: 15 to be on the safe side
*9 months later* Emma had given birth to a healthy little boy, had moved out to live with her boyfriend who was the father of baby Tommy, which he was a full time dad to Tommy while Emma was back at school and Karen was pregnant again reaching 5 months the furtherst she'd got to without having a misscariage and get bigger and bigger by the minute she was. "You sure you're not having twins" Jayne jokingly said as Karen skated over to them "no there's deffinatley only one in there ... but it feels like 2 sometimes" she said giggling "you found out what it is yet?" "yep its a ...." "Chris shhh ... sorry Jayne but we aren't telling anyone until it's born but I'm very happy" that morning they had been to the 5 month scan and found out what they were having after deciding they couldn't wait until the birth after all but, they weren't going to tell anyone else until the birth.
*The next day* Chris was sat downstairs waiting in the kitchen drinking a cup of coffee whilest ready the paper "bloody morning sickness" karen moaned plodding in and falling down onto the chair next to Chris stroking the bump softly and lovingly "you alright that bump gets bigger everyday" "I know and yeah just the bloody sickness ... I never had it with either of the girls but making up for it now I feel so rough this morning and I couldn't sleep very well last night she wouldn't stop kicking me" "You look it too" "oh thanks" "... but you look beautiful rough no one could pull it off like you do" "you really know how to use your charms don't you" "well ..." he placed his hand on the bump and karen placed hers on top of his "this is going to be perfect the best thing ever me, you and our little baby girl" "I couldn't ask for anything else" they sat in a slight daze picturing their future and little family for a few moments "come on chop chop go get ready we don't have long" Chris broke off the daze and dreaming.
Karen went off upstairs to get ready she wasn't really feeling up to putting make up on this morning so put only foundation on, then tied her hair back up with no effort at all going over to her wardbrode that she shared with Chris filled with mostly her clothes, shoes and bags though. She got out a pair of joggers that she put socks over the top and a white long sleved top which had become very tight fitting now despite being a maternity top but, showing the bump off very nicely. She sat down on the bed to put her uggs on then grabbing her skates and trundeling downstairs ready to leave. "That top looks like it is cutting you in half babe it looks like you're gunna pop out of it any minute" "its called being pregnant" "why don't you wear maternity clothes" "this is a bloody maternity top" "oh ... come on let's go Jayne will be waiting" Chris replied thinking it was best to leave that conversation there before she got all moody with him and then they'd start an argument that he was calling her fat.
They were just about to leave the house when Karen went running up the stairs to the bathroom, 10 minutes later she returned and got in the car where Chris was waiting for her "I hope this sickness doesn't get any worse I can't cope with it I'm telling you ... everything I eat it comes back up ... even a glass of water" " it's the first show this week too ... we will have to get you a bucket out just incase" "haha very funny Christopher Dean ... really how mature are you" she replied slightly unimpressed "I'm just saying you can hardly go running off in the middle of someone skating can you."
Walking hand in hand into the studio Chris carryed both their skates and Karen's bag, they had only just walked through the door hadn't even made it into the training rink or said hello to anyone and Karen had rushed off to the toilets already. Chris continued and went into the studios it was a relife to put Karen bag down god knows what she had in it but it was breaking his arm. "We hadn't even walked through the door and she rushed off to the toilets ... the morning sickness is really in full swing this morning she must have been sick 7-8 times" "oh dear bless her" "I'm surpised she's in quite a good mood actaully" "oh here she comes ... I hear the morning sickness is in full swing this morning then" "please don't even go there ... I can't even keep water down" "oh it's that bad" "yep."
Karen went over and sat down in the seating area where her skates were she was finding it very hard to see over the bump now to see her feet and could just about take her uggs off "Chris can you come put my skates on please our baby is in the way" Jayne just burst into fits of laughter "it's not funny Torvill as much as I want this baby so bad the bump and morning sickness is a ****ing pain" "I'm sure you didn't get that big with either the girls" "no I didn't I'm only 5 months gone too another 4 months I dread to think the size of it" Chris skated over and off the ice to Karen nearly geting knocked out by the bump as he knelt down to do her skates up then placing his hands on it and kissing it.
"Oh don't start talking to it again will you" "I read it in one of them baby magazines you have that if you talk to the baby before it is born it will get used to you and recongise your voice when it is born" "really ...???" "yes don't you read them magazines" "yeah but only some parts" Chris pulled Karen up onto her feet then skated hand in hand over to Jayne Chris still talking away to the baby Jayne looking slightly concerned "just don't ask he said he read in one of my baby magazines that you should talk to the baby before its born then it recongises your voice or something when it is born" "right..."
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She explained: 'Chris is happy because I am' "Make the most of your time and have no regrets."